All these changes are going to be for the best.
Ashlee is going off to Central in a few months. Thus, our paths separate for awhile. It's sad, but I know it needs to happen. It's honestly going to be really weird not having my best friend around everyday. BIG STEPS man!
Also, planning on MOST LIKELY quitting working at the daycare. Things have gotten pretty bad there. Negligence of children is not okay... and that's all that seems to happen with our coworkers. I love the kids there, but with Ashlee leaving soon, it's going to get unbearable at the daycare. Our 3 coworkers are basically best friends. They always talk to each other, ignoring kids in the process. Or even saying things around them that shouldn't be talked about at work. Ashlee talked with a parent from the daycare about the possibilities of being a nanny for her kids while she is still here, and me being one after she leave for Central. She really liked the idea and called me last night about it. I let her know that I would love to nanny her kids. I've been wanting to get away from the daycare, so this is the perfect opportunity. And if this all pans out, I will be a nanny for 2 kids that I adore. [Many thanks to Ashlee for talking to the parent!]
In the meantime, i'm finishing up the CBYX scholarship. Part of me doesn't want to do it anymore, while the other part is telling me to just give it a try. It seems like things are falling into place with this new job offer and an awesome boyfriend. I don't want to leave them both behind. The worst thing that can happen is that I don't get accepted. In which case, at least I gave it a try. In the case that I do get accepted, i'm sure i'll have the choice of whether or not I still want to go. If it comes down to that, I will be faced with one of the toughest decisions yet.
Remember Amber, these changes are all for the best.